I am sitting on a bench. The wind is dancing across my face, and the sun is a blanket on my shoulders. I am snuggled next to my big sis; she is stroking my hair. Everything is beautiful.
God surrounds me.
I don’t really know what to blog about, to be honest, since so much has happened in the last 2 1/2 weeks. I have been trying to walk with God, and talk to him throughout the day. Like actually talk – out loud. I know it might seem a tad crazy, but it is amazing how more open and real we are with God when we really talk to him. I never thought God wanted to hear my thoughts; like how I secretly don’t like certain people and don’t feel like getting up early to read my Bible and would rather sleep in the air conditioning. But he does, and he loves it. As I have been reading about the great “heroes” of the Bible, at first I was shocked by some of the stuff they did (sleep around) or some of the things they prayed to God (kill my enemies and have their brains scattered, etc). These were God’s favorites???? Why??? They were far from perfect, but they were faithful. That is all God calls me to be. I don’t have to be perfect and happy at every moment. I can tell God the things that bug me – he wants to hear me out. I don’t have to seek out others for the affirmation and love my soul craves. I am good enough for God. I feel a peace that I have not felt for a long time.
Well, for the more random/exciting facts about my time in Mexico.
I climbed a water tower (between 30-50 feet, depending on who you ask)…I don’t do well with hights
We have warm showers (Yay!!!!) But no flushing toilet paper
We started the trip with 3 days of solitude (only talking to God)
We did some construction work in the city of Matamoros and didn’t see people dying in the streets. We are really safe in Ejido Buenos Aires; we even jog in the mornings.
Mexican food is not quite like Taco Bell, but still good!!! Think rice, tortillas, and chicken/ground beef.
There is a lot more things that have happened, like ministering to our “adopted families” and fun moments with my team, but I should get going. I am sorry this blog is really disjointed. Our first few weeks been crazy, and I am still trying to adjust. I will try to write more often and share some pics. I love you all!!!!! God bless.
It is amazing what we “hear” when we “listen” to what HE tells us. I am so glad someone is taking my place in stroking your hair. Thanks for the update and please keep them coming. We are praying for all of you. I love you, Mom
Was so good to hear from you! I know you are having both a wonderful yet confusing time. You are so right. God loves for us to continually talk to Him and I am sure is loving your honesty. It is hard to surrender our will to HIS will, but just remember that His Will is perfect for us! HIS will completes us! HIS will blesses us. By the time you come home you will understand more what you are going through. Love you more than anyone in the whole world!!
Grandma B.
We are so proud of you! Faith – “ful”. Peace – “ful”. Seeking God. Affirmation and love from God alone. Yes, the stories are incrediable “Real” people with “real” messy lifes. Imperfect people choosing to Trust in Christ. Believing and Receiving God’s amazing love. It’s absolutely a message “real” people need to hear. Everything indeed is beautiful! Our prayers are with you. U R Loved…. Aunt Carol and Uncle Erik
Greetings Liana;
Your first blog from Mexico is GREAT… and for someone
who didn’t know what to blog about you shared your love
and showed a spiritual growth just by knowing that this
is a personal relationship with God and you can speak to
Him and tell Him all your thoughts no matter what they are.
Yes! the Bible has some real soap operas within the pages
of His Word and that will also give you the answers to
know that we should live as God wants us to. Not by hate,
fear,or disobeying. But in love and sharing His Word and
honor His name. Your family is blessed to have you.
sending angels to watch over you ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Love your Sister in Christ,
Bobbie (from CUMC)
Hola chica!!!
Thought I would throw some Spanish in to help you practice. LOL. you are getting enough practice!! I LOVED reading your blog!!!! You are so great with words and your love for God is definately inspiring!!!! I love hearing that you feel a great peace!!!! It almosst made me cry…Its so cool! God is so good! He loves us so much!! Have more fabulous, amazing times!!! Love you!
Your sister forever,
Sylvia